Searching the Forgiveness of my love Ghost

First of all let me tell you that:

I LOVE YOU MUCH MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE IN LIFE,

I will prove you my love for you and I will spend the rest of my life trying to recuperate your trust and your forgiveness.

By my side, I can say that every word that I told you during all the year is only the true, as every word that I told you in my letters is just the true.

For few days I believed that Nata and Brahim were sending me your love messages, that is the reason why I was confused and I believed that you would come instead of him.

God knows that I am sincere and innocent. My God is fair, that is why I hope one day you may believe me, understand me and forgive me my love. However, I ask you forgiveness if I hurt you. 

RECUPERATE YOUR TRUST my love, since now is my objective in life,

I hope that one day you would be proud of me as much as my family is with me and you may forgive me,

honey, I did a huge change in my life,

I could not continue in my office because everything makes me remember you…

My love, I always wanted to take off one year and go to work like a voluntary in Africa or Asia developing social projects. I am already in China, I would like to make some environmental projects in some villages.

Our last chat my love was premonitory, remember that time I was wearing a red traditional Chinese dress, at that time I didn’t imagine that I could come.

I am learning about the use of not traditional medicines, healing with plants and flowers, Reiki that is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing through the hands. I am doing also Yoga, Qi gong, Taichi and treatment with acupuncture. I like very much the oriental culture and I am learning very much.

Here sometimes snows, our average temperature is 0˚, while in Lima is summer…instead of bikes I found motorcycles everywhere, I will buy one too..

People is friendly and nice, however common people cannot speak English, so I have a huge problem with the language. It is difficult to find a place because all the shops are written with Chinese letters, their language is too difficult. People here use to work from Monday to Sunday, they never rest, for that reason they are more develop than my own country.

I read somewhere that Chinesses are able to eat anything in movement. And I cannot ask what kind of meat I am eating because I don’t speak their language. So I decided to just eat vegetarian because I don’t want to have bad surprises ha ha ha

Food is spicy, we have rice without salt for breakfast, lunch and dinner and a lot of vegetables, here everybody drink tea without sugar, each city has a local tea made with flowers, fruits and roots. Nevertheless, they have different delicious fruits that I never had seen before.

I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE,

YOU ARE ALREADY INSIDE MY HEART

AND I WILL NOT LET YOU GO FROM MY MIND AND FROM MY HEART

EVEN IF YOU HATE ME,

I WILL CONTINUE LOVING YOU

AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE…

Honey, I still come to messenger searching for you, trying to find you my love.

I am very worry about you, I pray everyday asking God to nothing wrong happen to you, and to always protect you.. dear Ghost baby even if you are still angry at least write me two words to tell me that you are fine.

As I promised you last September 14 ( I hate very much that day because if I would attended my job instead of dance with you and imagining that you were like Cyrano de Belgerac sending me love messages through Nata and Brahim, now we would continue loving each others)

My love, as I promised you that day,

I will search for you under the stones

for your forgiveness,

but I promise you

that one day I WILL FIND YOU.

First of all let me tell you that:

I LOVE YOU MUCH MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE IN LIFE,

I will prove you my love for you and I will spend the rest of my life trying to recuperate your trust and your forgiveness.

By my side, I can say that every word that I told you during all the year is only the true, as every word that I told you in my letters is just the true.

For few days I believed that Nata and Brahim were sending me your love messages, that is the reason why I was confused and I believed that you would come instead of him.

God knows that I am sincere and innocent. My God is fair, that is why I hope one day you may believe me, understand me and forgive me my love. However, I ask you forgiveness if I hurt you. 

RECUPERATE YOUR TRUST my love, since now is my objective in life,

I hope that one day you would be proud of me as much as my family is with me and you may forgive me,

honey, I did a huge change in my life,

I could not continue in my office because everything makes me remember you…

My love, I always wanted to take off one year and go to work like a voluntary in Africa or Asia developing social projects. I am already in China, I would like to make some environmental projects in some villages. 

Our last chat my love was premonitory, remember that time I was wearing a red traditional Chinese dress, at that time I didn’t imagine that I could come.

I am learning about the use of not traditional medicines, healing with plants and flowers, Reiki that is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing through the hands. I am doing also Yoga, Qi gong, Taichi and treatment with acupuncture. I like very much the oriental culture and I am learning very much. 

Here sometimes snows, our average temperature is 0˚, while in Lima is summer…instead of bikes I found motorcycles everywhere, I will buy one too.. 

People is friendly and nice, however common people cannot speak English, so I have a huge problem with the language. It is difficult to find a place because all the shops are written with Chinese letters, their language is too difficult. People here use to work from Monday to Sunday, they never rest, for that reason they are more develop than my own country.

I read somewhere that Chinesses are able to eat anything in movement. And I cannot ask what kind of meat I am eating because I don’t speak their language. So I decided to just eat vegetarian because I don’t want to have bad surprises ha ha ha

Food is spicy, we have rice without salt for breakfast, lunch and dinner and a lot of vegetables, here everybody drink tea without sugar, each city has a local tea made with flowers, fruits and roots. Nevertheless, they have different delicious fruits that I never had seen before.

I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE,

YOU ARE ALREADY INSIDE MY HEART

AND I WILL NOT LET YOU GO FROM MY MIND AND FROM MY HEART

EVEN IF YOU HATE ME,

I WILL CONTINUE LOVING YOU

AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE…

Honey, I still come to messenger searching for you, trying to find you my love.

I am very worry about you, I pray everyday asking God to nothing wrong happen to you, and to always protect you.. dear Ghost baby even if you are still angry at least write me two words to tell me that you are fine.

As I promised you last September 14 (I hate very much that day because if I would attended my job instead of dance with you and imagining that you were like Cyrano de Belgerac sending me love messages through Nata and Brahim, now we would continue loving each others)

My love, as I promised you that day,

I will search for you under the stones

for your forgiveness,

but I promise you

that one day I WILL FIND YOU.