First of all let me tell you that:

I LOVE YOU MUCH MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE IN LIFE,

I will prove you my love for you and I will spend the rest of my life trying to recuperate your trust and your forgiveness.

By my side, I can say that every word that I told you during all the year is only the true, as every word that I told you in my letters is just the true.

For few days I believed that Nata and Brahim were sending me your love messages, that is the reason why I was confused and I believed that you would come instead of him.

God knows that I am sincere and innocent. My God is fair, that is why I hope one day you may believe me, understand me and forgive me my love. However, I ask you forgiveness if I hurt you. 

 

RECUPERATE YOUR TRUST my love, since now is my objective in life,

I hope that one day you would be proud of me as much as my family is with me and you may forgive me,

honey, I did a huge change in my life,

I could not continue in my office because everything makes me remember you…

My love, I always wanted to take off one year and go to work like a voluntary in Africa or Asia developing social projects. I am already in China, I would like to make some environmental projects in some villages.

 

Our last chat my love was premonitory, remember that time I was wearing a red traditional Chinese dress, at that time I didn’t imagine that I could come.

I am learning about the use of not traditional medicines, healing with plants and flowers, Reiki that is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing through the hands. I am doing also Yoga, Qi gong, Taichi and treatment with acupuncture. I like very much the oriental culture and I am learning very much.

 

Here sometimes snows, our average temperature is 0˚, while in Lima is summer…instead of bikes I found motorcycles everywhere, I will buy one too..

 

People is friendly and nice, however common people cannot speak English, so I have a huge problem with the language. It is difficult to find a place because all the shops are written with Chinese letters, their language is too difficult. People here use to work from Monday to Sunday, they never rest, for that reason they are more develop than my own country.

 

I read somewhere that Chinesses are able to eat anything in movement. And I cannot ask what kind of meat I am eating because I don’t speak their language. So I decided to just eat vegetarian because I don’t want to have bad surprises ha ha ha

Food is spicy, we have rice without salt for breakfast, lunch and dinner and a lot of vegetables, here everybody drink tea without sugar, each city has a local tea made with flowers, fruits and roots. Nevertheless, they have different delicious fruits that I never had seen before.

 

I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE,

YOU ARE ALREADY INSIDE MY HEART

AND I WILL NOT LET YOU GO FROM MY MIND AND FROM MY HEART

EVEN IF YOU HATE ME,

I WILL CONTINUE LOVING YOU

AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE…

 

Honey, I still come to messenger searching for you, trying to find you my love.

I am very worry about you, I pray everyday asking God to nothing wrong happen to you, and to always protect you.. dear Ghost baby even if you are still angry at least write me two words to tell me that you are fine.

 

As I promised you last September 14 ( I hate very much that day because if I would attended my job instead of dance with you and imagining that you were like Cyrano de Belgerac sending me love messages through Nata and Brahim, now we would continue loving each others)

 

My love, as I promised you that day,

I will search for you under the stones

for your forgiveness,

but I promise you

that one day I WILL FIND YOU.

First of all let me tell you that:

I LOVE YOU MUCH MORE THAN ANYBODY ELSE IN LIFE,

I will prove you my love for you and I will spend the rest of my life trying to recuperate your trust and your forgiveness.

By my side, I can say that every word that I told you during all the year is only the true, as every word that I told you in my letters is just the true.

For few days I believed that Nata and Brahim were sending me your love messages, that is the reason why I was confused and I believed that you would come instead of him.

God knows that I am sincere and innocent. My God is fair, that is why I hope one day you may believe me, understand me and forgive me my love. However, I ask you forgiveness if I hurt you. 

RECUPERATE YOUR TRUST my love, since now is my objective in life,

I hope that one day you would be proud of me as much as my family is with me and you may forgive me,

honey, I did a huge change in my life,

I could not continue in my office because everything makes me remember you…

My love, I always wanted to take off one year and go to work like a voluntary in Africa or Asia developing social projects. I am already in China, I would like to make some environmental projects in some villages. 

Our last chat my love was premonitory, remember that time I was wearing a red traditional Chinese dress, at that time I didn’t imagine that I could come.

I am learning about the use of not traditional medicines, healing with plants and flowers, Reiki that is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing through the hands. I am doing also Yoga, Qi gong, Taichi and treatment with acupuncture. I like very much the oriental culture and I am learning very much. 

Here sometimes snows, our average temperature is 0˚, while in Lima is summer…instead of bikes I found motorcycles everywhere, I will buy one too.. 

People is friendly and nice, however common people cannot speak English, so I have a huge problem with the language. It is difficult to find a place because all the shops are written with Chinese letters, their language is too difficult. People here use to work from Monday to Sunday, they never rest, for that reason they are more develop than my own country.

I read somewhere that Chinesses are able to eat anything in movement. And I cannot ask what kind of meat I am eating because I don’t speak their language. So I decided to just eat vegetarian because I don’t want to have bad surprises ha ha ha

Food is spicy, we have rice without salt for breakfast, lunch and dinner and a lot of vegetables, here everybody drink tea without sugar, each city has a local tea made with flowers, fruits and roots. Nevertheless, they have different delicious fruits that I never had seen before.

I THINK ABOUT YOU EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE,

YOU ARE ALREADY INSIDE MY HEART

AND I WILL NOT LET YOU GO FROM MY MIND AND FROM MY HEART

EVEN IF YOU HATE ME,

I WILL CONTINUE LOVING YOU

AND I WILL LOVE YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE…

Honey, I still come to messenger searching for you, trying to find you my love.

I am very worry about you, I pray everyday asking God to nothing wrong happen to you, and to always protect you.. dear Ghost baby even if you are still angry at least write me two words to tell me that you are fine.

As I promised you last September 14 (I hate very much that day because if I would attended my job instead of dance with you and imagining that you were like Cyrano de Belgerac sending me love messages through Nata and Brahim, now we would continue loving each others)

My love, as I promised you that day,

I will search for you under the stones

for your forgiveness,

but I promise you

that one day I WILL FIND YOU.

 

 

 

You are a mystic and mystery for me…

you are my light in my dark days

you are the one who makes me happy

you are my illusion, my dream, my passion, my love

I always gave you proves of trust, confidence and sincerity

what make me sad is that even after our long cyberelationship

I still don’t know your true age or how you look like,

however I LOVE YOU very much

thanks for sharing your time with me,

thanks for remember me,

I always think about you too,

coz I am crazy for you,

thanks for send me greetings in different languages            

please my love stop my suffering and let me see you...

what you give me is not enought for me,

I wish much more of you,

Honey, I always had been honest and open with you,

I let you enter in my life, in my house, in my heart as well,

however, you just sent me fake pictures,

please my love, do not continue hiding like a ghost,

please sweety consider this time my tears, my prayers, my suffering and my begs.

 

After all, God knows that I deserve to see you even ones…

I just survive everyday hoping that in the end,

I'd find myself looking into your eyes my love,

feeding from the strength you give. 

¿No me ves sumergida en el silencio,
y amordazada en soledad y olvido?
Al pasar por la sombra de mi vida,
dame la mano y llévame contigo.
 
Te esperé tantos años sin saberlo,
perdida dentro de mi laberinto?
ahora que me has abierto la salida,
dame la mano y llévame contigo.
 
No quiero abrir el libro del pasado,
porque detesto cuanto en él he escrito;
uno en blanco abriré para tu pluma;
dame la mano y llévame contigo.

Llena mis hojas de apretada letra,
yo no quiero escribir, hazlo tú mismo,
enrojeciéndome de sangre y fuego;
dame la mano y llévame contigo.

Dondequiera que vayas, te acompaño,
porque haré tu camino mi camino;
déjame despertar en tus mañanas;
dame la mano y llévame contigo.
 
NO HE DE MIRAR ATRÁS, SÓLO ADELANTE;
PERDÍ EL PASADO, Y EL FUTURO ES MÍO;
NO TE QUIERO PERDER; DAME LA MANO,
DAME LA MANO Y LLÉVAME CONTIGO. 

 

No estás deprimido, estás distraído. Distraído de la vida que te puebla, distraído de la vida que te rodea: delfines, bosques, mares, montañas, ríos. No caigas en lo que cayó tu hermano, que sufre por un ser humano, cuando en el mundo hay 6000 millones. Además, no es tan malo vivir solo. Yo la paso bien, decidiendo a cada instante lo que quiero hacer y gracias a la soledad me conozco… algo fundamental para vivir. No caigas en lo que cayó tu padre, que se siente viejo porque tiene 70 años, olvidando que Moisés dirigía el éxodo a los 80 y Rubinstein interpretaba como nadie a Chopin a los 90, sólo por citar dos casos conocidos.

No estás deprimido, estás distraído. Por eso crees que perdiste algo, lo que es imposible, porque todo te fue dado. No hiciste ni un solo pelo de tu cabeza, por lo tanto no puedes ser dueño de nada. Además, la vida no te quita cosas: la vida te libera de cosas… te aliviana para que vueles más alto, para que alcances la plenitud. De la cuna a la tumba es una escuela; por eso, lo que llamas problemas, son lecciones.

No perdiste a nadie: el que murió, simplemente se nos adelantó, porque para allá vamos todos. Además, lo mejor de él, el amor, sigue en tu corazón. Quien podría decir que Jesus está muerto, no hay muerte, hay mudanza. Y del otro lado te espera gente maravillosa: Gandhi, Miguel Ángel, Whitman, San Agustín, la Madre Teresa y mi abuela que creía que la pobreza está más cerca del amor, porque el dinero nos distrae y nos aleja, porque nos hace desconfiados.

Haz sólo lo que amas y serás feliz. El que hace lo que ama, está benditamente condenado al éxito, que llegará cuando deba llegar, porque lo que debe ser será y llegará naturalmente. No hagas nada por obligación ni por compromiso, sino por amor. Entonces habrá plenitud, y en esa plenitud todo es posible y sin esfuerzo, porque te mueve la fuerza natural de la vida.

Hay tantas cosas para gozar y nuestro paso por la tierra es tan corto que sufrir es una pérdida de tiempo. Tenemos para gozar la nieve del invierno y las flores de la primavera, el chocolate de la Perugia, la baguette francesa, los tacos mexicanos, el Pisco peruano, los mares y los ríos, el fútbol de los brasileños, Las Mil y Una Noches, la Divina Comedia, el Quijote, el Pedro Páramo, los boleros de Manzanero y las poesías de Whitman, la música de Mahler, Mozart, Chopin, Beethoven; las pinturas de Caravaggio, Rembrandt, Velázquez, Picasso y Tamayo, entre tantas maravillas.

Y si tienes CANCER o SIDA, pueden pasar dos cosas y las dos son buenas: si te gana, te libera del cuerpo que es tan molesto (tengo hambre, tengo frío, tengo sueño, tengo ganas, tengo razón, tengo dudas)…y si le ganas, serás más humilde, más agradecido… por lo tanto, fácilmente feliz, libre del tremendo peso de la culpa, la responsabilidad y la vanidad, dispuesto a vivir cada instante profundamente, como debe ser.

No estás deprimido, estás desocupado. El servicio es una felicidad segura, como gozar a la naturaleza y cuidarla para el que vendrá. Da sin medida y te darán sin medida.  Ama hasta convertirte en lo amado; más aún, hasta convertirte en el mismísimo Amor.

Y que no te confundan unos pocos homicidas y suicidas. El bien es mayoría, pero no se nota porque es silencioso. Una bomba hace más ruido que una caricia, pero por cada bomba que destruye, hay millones de caricias que alimentan a la vida. Vale la pena ¿verdad?. Si Dios tuviera un refrigerador, tendría tu foto pegada en el, él te manda flores cada primavera, él te manda un amanecer cada mañana, cada vez que tu quieres hablar, él te escucha, él puede vivir en cualquier parte del universo pero él escogió tu corazón. Enfréntalo amigo, él esta loco por tí.

Dios no te prometió días sin dolor, risas sin tristeza, sol sin lluvia, pero él si prometió fuerzas para cada día, consuelo para las lágrimas, y luz para el camino. Cuando la vida te presente mil razones para llorar, demuéstrale que tienes mil y un razones por las cuales sonreír.

August 7th 2008 is the day before the opening ceremony of The Olympic Games in Beijing. We aim to create on this day a unique moment the world's greatest LIGHT PROTEST, when at least 100 million people from all over the world will light a candle and say YES to freedom in Tibet and in other parts of the world.

You are invited to light a simple candle on August 7th at 9 pm in your own time zone.

Light the Candle, put the candle in your Window, or anywhere else where other people will see it and hopefully do the same.

Please take a look to the following link:

 

http://www.candle4tibet.org/it/allAbout

I am going to my hometown for Season Holiday

sorry I haven’t internet availability over there

I will come back in chat next year

i miei regalini de natale seranno per il prossimo anno.

 

Regards,

fiorella

 

اجمل التهاني بمناسبة الميلاد و حلول السنة الجديدة

 

圣诞快乐 新年快乐

 

Joyeux Noël et bonne année

 

Fröhliche Weihnachten und ein gutes neues Jahr

 

Buon Natale e felice anno nuovo

 

Feliz Navidad y Prospero Año Nuevo

 

 

 

 

 

If Google had a black screen, taking in account the
huge number of page views, according to calculations,
750 mega watts/hour per year would be saved. In
response Google created a black version of its search
engine, called Blackle, with the exact same functions
as the white version, but obviously with lower energy
consumption.

Help spread the word... use:

http://www.blackle.com

Se mi ami non piangere,
Se tu conoscessi il mistero immenso
del cielo dove ora vivo
se tu potessi vedere e sentire quello che io sento e vedo
in questi orrizzonti senza fine
e in questa luce che tutto investe e penetra
non piangeresti si mi ami!
Sono ormai assorbito dall'incanto di Dio
dalle Sue espressioni di sconfinata bellezza
le cose di un tempo
sono così piccole e meschine al confronto!
Mi è rimasto l'affetto per te
una tenerezza che non hai mai conosciuto
ci siamo amati e conosciuti nel tempo
ma tutto era, allora, così fugace e limitato!
Io vivo nelle serena e gioiosa attesa
del tuo arrivo fra di noi: tu pensami così,
nelle tue battaglie
pensa a questa meravigliosa casa
dove non esiste la morte
e dove ci disseteremo insieme
nel trasporto più puro e intenso
alla fonte inestinguibile
della gioia e dell'amore!
Non piangere più se veramente mi ami.

Still here…

I saw you standing at my grave

…but I’m still here.

I saw you turn and say goodbye, you waved

…but I’m still here.

I heard you call my name as you slept last night,

I felt your pain and fear and fright

…but I’m still here.

 

I heard you wonder how you’d cope alone

…but I’m still here.

I heard you sob, I heard you moan

…but I’m still here.

I saw you as you held your head in your hands,

With the world still full of your time’s demands

…but I’m still here.

 

I held you in my arms today

…but I’m still here.

I felt your response because you knew there was a way

…I’m still here.

I know you felt my hand as it brushed against your check,

I haven’t left your side, I’ve been here all week

…I’m still here.

 

I have a new home where I now reside

…but I’m still here

 

Love is still the same from the “other side”

…and I’m still here.

From time to time I’ll pop in and say hello,

I’m really sorry that I had to go

…but I’m still here.

 

It’s my greatest wish that you live each day

…knowing I’m still here.

Life must carry on and I know you’ll find a way

…knowing I’m still here.

I promise one day, there’ll be an ease to the pain,

And I want you to begin to live your life again

…knowing I’m still here.

 

You still have so much more of your life to live

…but I’m still here.

Your beautiful soul has such a lot to give

…I’m still here.

Lots more dancing, singing and fun,

Parties to attend and things to be done

…and remember…I’m still here.

 

 

Thanks Karinita for your poem.

I am very pleased for his awarded Peace Prize, for his efforts to build up and disseminate greater knowledge about man-made climate change.

I admire Mr. Gore for his brilliant work like an environmental politician, his fight against the powerful and for the diffusion to the whole world about environmental issues to reduce CO₂ emissions, prevent deforestation, since glaciers are melting and entire populations of species are disappearing. Thus, a better understanding of CO₂ storage is needed.

 

Americans made a huge mistake in the last election, however I hope he becomes a president, so concrete measures will be taken to combat the Global warming and finally the Kyoto Protocol would be signed.

For me he is like a superstar of the Climate Change.

He is inspiring to me and to the new generations as well.

Well done.

 

Please take a look to the following link:

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QpiSXsHdNr4