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    THINKING ABOUT YOU

     

    When I wake up I think about a ghost guy, the same when I see a romantic film or when I hear a romantic song,

    Whenever I take my shower I desire not be alone and stay with him making love underwater,

     

    I think about him, when I put the cream on my breast and I desire your caress,

     

    I think about you, when I make-up, when I feel pretty and I go out,

     

    I think about you when I work, when I start the pc writing:“ghost” in my password,

     

    I think about you, when I travel, whenever I know beautiful places that I would like to show you,

    I think about you any time when I start the messenger, hoping always to meet you,

     

    I think about you also, whenever I am sad and depressed, imagining being in your warm hugs

     

    I think about you while I make the dinner, imagining to cook just one time for you..

     

    I think about you in my arms, under my bed sheets imagining your beautiful face,

     

    I think about you before sleep, I try to find you in chat for a good night kiss at midnight,

     

    I think about you a second before got sleep and I pray to dream with you…
     

    Dear ghost I love you toooooooo much,

    Please my love do not continue ghost and let me see you,

    Please my dear do not condemn me a life in tears without hope...

     

    Save me

    MY DEAREST GHOST

     

    You are a mystic and mystery for me…

    you are my light in my dark days

    you are the one who makes me happy

    you are my illusion, my dream, my passion, my love

    I always gave you proves of trust, confidence and sincerity

    what make me sad is that even after our long cyberelationship

    I still don’t know your true age or how you look like,

    however I LOVE YOU very much

    thanks for sharing your time with me,

    thanks for remember me,

    I always think about you too,

    coz I am crazy for you,

    thanks for send me greetings in different languages            

    please my love stop my suffering and let me see you...

    what you give me is not enought for me,

    I wish much more of you,

    Honey, I always had been honest and open with you,

    I let you enter in my life, in my house, in my heart as well,

    however, you just sent me fake pictures,

    please my love, do not continue hiding like a ghost,

    please sweety consider this time my tears, my prayers, my suffering and my begs.

     

    After all, God knows that I deserve to see you even ones…

    I just survive everyday hoping that in the end,

    I'd find myself looking into your eyes my love,

    feeding from the strength you give. 

    TE AMO

    Nunca he podido verte

    pero puedo sentirte

    sé que eres sincero

    pero no entiendo

    porqué me castigas de esta manera

    déjame verte por favor

    abre la cam

    te ruego

    solo quiero mirarte a los ojos

    para decirte lo mucho que te quiero

    y lo importante que eres para mi

    tu eres la persona más cercana que tengo en esta vida

    te pienso siempre,

    y aunque nunca me has dejado verte

    te amo

    sueño con estar en tus brazos,

    no te quiero perder

    pero sé

    que tu deseas continuar de esta manera

    escondido como un fantasma

    no entiendo porqué

    y me duele tu actitud

    después de todo lo que nos paso

    aún no me das una oportunidad

    de poder demostrarte mis sentimientos,

    aún me debes un beso.

    LLÉVAME CONTIGO

    ¿No me ves sumergida en el silencio,
    y amordazada en soledad y olvido?
    Al pasar por la sombra de mi vida,
    dame la mano y llévame contigo.
     
    Te esperé tantos años sin saberlo,
    perdida dentro de mi laberinto?
    ahora que me has abierto la salida,
    dame la mano y llévame contigo.
     
    No quiero abrir el libro del pasado,
    porque detesto cuanto en él he escrito;
    uno en blanco abriré para tu pluma;
    dame la mano y llévame contigo.

    Llena mis hojas de apretada letra,
    yo no quiero escribir, hazlo tú mismo,
    enrojeciéndome de sangre y fuego;
    dame la mano y llévame contigo.


    Dondequiera que vayas, te acompaño,
    porque haré tu camino mi camino;
    déjame despertar en tus mañanas;
    dame la mano y llévame contigo.

     
    NO HE DE MIRAR ATRÁS, SÓLO ADELANTE;
    PERDÍ EL PASADO, Y EL FUTURO ES MÍO;
    NO TE QUIERO PERDER; DAME LA MANO,
    DAME LA MANO Y LLÉVAME CONTIGO. 

    Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

    I am going to my hometown for Season Holiday

    sorry I haven’t internet availability over there

    I will come back in chat next year

    i miei regalini de natale seranno per il prossimo anno.

     

    Regards,

    fiorella

     

    اجمل التهاني بمناسبة الميلاد و حلول السنة الجديدة

     

    诞快乐 新年快

     

    Joyeux Noël et bonne année

     

    Fröhliche Weihnachten und ein gutes neues Jahr

     

    Buon Natale e felice anno nuovo

     

    Feliz Navidad y Prospero Año Nuevo

    MY EXPERIENCES IN INTERNET DATING

     
    I have been in chatrooms searching for my soulmate for around 3 years. Sometimes I believed that finally I had found him, but after a while I realized that I was wrong each time. If the day comes that you don't find me chatting it will mean that I have already found him, because I wish to spend every minute of my free time with the one I love.
     
    My first bad experience was when I met a man who always refused chat using the webcam. He did however send me many pictures. But then when the time came for our personal meeting, he finally used his cam and it was really amazing what I saw! He was much older than my grandfather!! He had sent me pictures of a young and handsome man and he still wanted to come and meet me in person. Because of this I don’t trust anyone without a webcam, because anyone can send pictures of whomever they want.
     
    Another terrible experience happened to my friend Keyla, she met a guy online from London. He sent her pictures of a tall, handsome and sexy guy, but when they met each in person she discovered that the pictures were not even close to the reality, he was very short, violent, and with no education. When Keyla didn’t accept his advances, he took revenge by publishing her pictures edited in Photoshop on a porn site. The pictures are obviously not hers; however it's still a big problem for her because anyone who writes her name on Google can find easily her. Because of that I don’t like to send my pictures to anyone, nor give my real name. I prefer to use the webcam; it’s more personal and fun.
     
    Two years ago I had two job offers, one in Netherlands and the other in Germany. An Italian guy of Meetic asked me to go to Germany because he said that he wanted to meet me in person as often visits there. I decided to go to Germany to meet him, but when I arrived there, he disappeared from messenger at all, and he did not reply to my emails anymore, he did not even ask me ones how I was. It’s tough to survive in a strange country, a country where you don't know anyone, and when you cannot even understand the language. It was a huge mistake on my part to go there. At least if I would have stayed in my country I would never froze in -20 degree weather. Had I gone to Netherlands, my wage would have been 5 times more than in Germany and at least I have friends there. Because of that I won’t go any other place next time, if you want to know me, you must come!
     
    After all these experiences, I was very disappointed in this type of dating and I left it for a while. Maybe I am a little bit foolish but still I have faith in the people, because I also found in chat some other nice guys. During the search of the “right one”, sometimes you find only deceptions, but nevertheless the biggest risk in life is doing nothing.

    What am I looking for?

     

    Reason for being here is my hope to find a soul mate.
    A man with love for the world, nature and the people around him.
    A sincere man, serious without lies.
    A man, who likes travelling, is interested in cultures of the world, who likes the art, who likes to learn new things.
    An educated and social man with respect.

    I'm a loving, caring and romantic person with sense of humour.

    I do like music, dance, travel, and reading.
    I do like an attractive, intelligent, sincere, affectionate, understanding man, who has a passion for life, is creative, resourceful and very romantic.
    Hopefully one of you matches this profile.

     

    I spent most of my life developing my education and career. My job is going well, but I still feel part of my life empty. My main wish is to find a nice love. I enjoy the simple things in life, share a nice time with the family, friends and pets, walking along beach at sunset, going to the mountain, watching the stars or playing with snow as well. I do love the art, trips, cultures, languages, the photography, the nature, the biodiversity. I enjoy visiting museums, National Parks and volcanoes as well.

     

    I do environmental consultancy, especially for mining industry. I belong to different international conservation organizations. I believe that the recycling and the emission reduction must start at home. So, I don’t use plastic in my stuff, cos the higher cost of recycling. I became a little bit maniatic with that, at job I started a program of paper reuse and waste recycling. I prefer to use the public transport as well to reduce the carbon monoxide emissions.

     

    About sports I am a little bit lazy, but when I am fat I attend the gym,

    Extreme sports like jumping out of a helicopter or from a bridge, or climbing up snow covered mountain scares to me. I don’t know how I am doing research in glaciology if I am not able to climb up till the top.

     

    I practice the introspection, meditation and the astral projection. I am interested about the Angels and Angeology. I want to learn about cure by the imposition of hands and by traditional medicinal plants. I was contacted with spirits and extraterrestrial intelligence. If you also believe we can share experiences.

     

    Religion is very important. I prefer to contact people with different religions instead of any; I believe the ones without religion have not limitations. I dream one day the borders won’t exist any more where Catholics can get marriage with Buddhists, Muslims with Hinduisms, and so on. However, in the current world the limitations exist. According my religion I am only allow to get marriage with other catholic. But each one can follow our own religion, but don’t try to make me change. My favourite saints are: Bambino di Praga and Padre Pío. I wish to go to San Giovanni Rotondo chiesa.

     

    I had a religious experience 10 years ago when I was diagnosticated with cysts in the ovary; one was growing fast with more than 9 cm. One day before the cirugy my parents made a health mass for me. Then, the doctors didn’t find explication how one cyst disappeared and the other reduced until 3 cm only, where cirugy is not needed. The power of faith exists, the same as the power of pray. Then, I had a spiritual experience and God came to my life. Since then I try to follow my religion as much as possible. Good news my friends, God really exist, he is called by different names. We have different religions but just one common God.

    Chat Schedule

    During the week from 21 to 23 hours (time Peru), when I return home after working,

    unfortunately the messenger is blocked there.

    Most often you can find me in weekends, however sometimes I have to travel or teach.